Monday, September 6, 2010

Oh To Be Bold And Valiant!

Quintus Horatius Flaccus
Perhaps Lee Iacocca said it best, "In times of great stress or adversity, it's always best to keep busy, to plow your anger and your energy into something positive."  Of course he was probably just paraphrasing the great Roman philosopher poet, Horace.  So here I sit, trying desperately to pour myself into something positive. 

It seems that whenever I feel repugnance for the things that I've said or done, I try to crawl away into someone else's thoughts.  I read a book or watch tv; whatever I can in order to ignore the existence of the parts of me that I abhor but cannot deny exist.  I suppose that there is simply less cognitive dissonance when I pretend that the asshole in me doesn't exist as opposed to trying to apologize for being rude to the ones I love.  

In my head I blame my actions on stress and the pressures placed upon my by the rest of the world.  Surely, no one could argue that these are stressful times.  But stress is not what happens to us; it is merely our response to what happens.  The "stress" I feel is my blinded response to the inconsequential.  In my heart I know that no matter how desperate things may seem at present, that this too shall pass.  What truly matters are the feelings that I sometimes so flagrantly hurt.

It is all too easy to blame the "stress" for my actions.  The world too often makes excuses for us and in doing so facilitates our weaknesses.  One can easily sympathize with those who can't handle the stress.  We place ourselves in the shoes of men who, in "stressful" situations, do unspeakable things and condone their actions because we believe that no man can be expected to handle such circumstances with grace and magnanimity.  But stress is nothing more than an excuse for weakness.  It is an excuse we make in order to not appear weak or to have failed.  But if weakness and failure are truly such abominable things, then they become greater abominations when we make excuses for them. 

So it was, that in a moment of "stress" that I said things I now regret, and rather than own up to my failings I chose instead to ignore them.  I tried to distract myself from myself by reading.  I sought solace in Emily Dickinson.  But instead of consolation I found reflection.  Instead of being excused I was reprimanded. 

                            1640
Take all away from me, but leave me Ecstasy,
And I am richer then than all my Fellow Men -
Ill it becometh me to dwell so wealthily
When at my very Door are those possessing more,
In abject poverty -
 - E. Dickinson

I realized that the things that I CHOOSE to be stressed out about do not matter.  The material things that I fight so hard to maintain are not the source of my wealth.  From this day forth, in such times of stress, I shall strive to be bold and valiant.  I will endeavor to plow my anger and energy into something positive. 

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

I Know What I Want For Christmas!


Finally, a chance to return to typing the way it was meant to be done and still have all of the benefits of MS Word's spell check and slightly more useless grammar check.  It's a USB Typewriter!  The opportunity to create efficiently with a soothing and rhythmic clickety clack that's reminiscent of a day gone by that even I can't remember and is sure to drive my wife crazy.  What more could I ask for?  How about the soldering skill it takes to build one of things myself since the price of a classic typewriter and the conversion kit combined is equivalent to a new laptop?  Yes, as cool as it would be to own one of these things, I don't see myself spending that kind of cash on what is essentially just a keyboard. 


Still, it would be nice to have around some proof for my daughters that mankind did more than chisel messages into stone before the advent of the computer.  

Favorite Site of the Day: USBTypewriter.com

Monday, August 30, 2010

Am I A Professional Writer Yet?

I started my new job today.  I'll refrain from naming my place of employment for now for fear that some of the things that I write in this still evolving blog may reflect negatively on the wonderful people that were so kind as to agree to pay me for doing something I love.  As to my job description, I'm a copywriter concentrating on search engine optimized product review articles for a small online retailer based in north Tampa.  In a nutshell, I write marketing copy designed to boost sales.  For those select few who were aware of my recent efforts toward finding gainful employment, I've decided to put teaching on the back burner for now.  The shear number of people competing for the few remaining teaching positions makes it unlikely that I'll be hired into the public school system any time soon; there are simply too many more qualified applicants with more experience vying for the same jobs.  I am still holding out hope for something better in the near future and my search for a viable career will continue clandestinely.  To all of my friends and family, thank you for all of your support the past few months.  After repeated dalliances with madness over the frustration of being unable to find a job this summer, I would have surely given up long ago had it not been for all of the encouragement that I had received. 

So I shall trudge on with the tedious task of writing copy knowing that each day of work means my portfolio grows that much more.  If there is one favor that I could request of anyone reading my blog it would be to ask for your honest opinion of my writing.  For me, this is an experiment.  An attempt to find my own personal style while honing my skills in the grammar and mechanics of the English language.  Be brutally honest.  I can take it.  The only path to improvement is the one that makes me aware of my faults and helps me shed my inconsistencies. 

He has the makings of a good copywriter.
It is not my dream to one day write a best seller or the next great American novel.  In truth, I already possess everything I've ever wanted in life so fame and fortune are unimportant to me.  I merely seek to enjoy what I do and to do my best at it, whatever it may be.  Some might say that that's the mindset of a loser and a quitter who only seeks to maintain status quo.  I say that it's the ethos of a man who's already won all of the fortunes that life has to offer. 

Favorite Site of the Day: The Copywriter Underground

Sunday, August 29, 2010

The Way of the Crane

Life is filled with those little moments we can't explain.  Some pass it off as coincidence, others fate.  Be it a happy accident, kismet, or intelligent design, there are those strings of events that both demand appraisal and defy elucidation.  For now, the reasons are inconsequential; it's the results of those strings of events that I want to examine tonight. 

Kunihiko Kasahara
For years, I've practiced origami.  I've folded everything from flowers to dragons.  As accomplished as I have become, there are those in this world whose skill in the art of paper folding can only be described as genius.  Among those is the origami master, Kunihiko Kasahara

A few years ago, I purchased one of his books, Origami Omnibus.  So much of his work is beyond my meger abilities, but there was one piece he designed and created that I wanted to learn more than any other; The Crane in Flight.  The traditional crane was the first piece of origami I had ever learned to make at the age of 7.  When I taught Pre-K, it was the most popular piece among my students. 

My Traditional Crane
As I sat home alone, I found an old stack of origami paper left over from when I was teaching.  For old times' sake, I folded a couple of different cranes.  Afterwards, I started cleaning up where I left off and found my copy of Kasahara's Omnibus hidden behind the entertainment center.  I don't know how long it had been sitting back there.  I know that I hadn't looked through in over a year since the last time I tried to fold the Crane in Flight and gave up in frustration.  I felt compelled to give it one more shot. 

My Traditional Crane II
Things went smoothly at first.  The brilliance of Kasahara's design is immediately apparent from how different its initial folds are from the traditional style of origami cranes that I'm familiar with.  How he ever came up with this particular configuration is beyone me.  As the wings of the crane began to take shape, I began to remember what had originally frustrated me so much in my previous attempts.  Kasahara's instructions are not for novices.  His step by step illustrations contain very little in the way of written instruction.  Instead, he relies heavily on well mapped out diagrams.  It's much like the instructions for assembling IKEA furniture.  

My Completed Crane in Flight
Annoyed by fact that I couldn't get my crane's wings to look like they did in the book, I gave up and walked away.  I went back to cleaning up; this time in the kitchen.  While putting some papers away, I found an envelope with one of its corners turned inside out and Kasahara's instructions suddenly made sense.  I ran back to the crane I had set aside and began to resolve the complex wing fold by turning the offending piece inside out with the aid of a cheese knife and some nimble fingers.  

My Crane in Flight


Finally, I understood.  It made sense to me much the same way a mathematical equation does the first time you understand it.  Trigonometry and geometry in a tangible form.  I had found the Way.  And so it hit me; the title for tonight's post.  But this is not the end of the evening's string of curious revelations. 

On a whim, I "googled" The Way of The Crane.  Among the myriad of results that search returned was a link to a poem on the origins of The Way of the Crane, whose author I could not discern.  Its significance astounded me.  It was the conclusion to a seemingly insignificant string of minor events that left me questioning my place in this world; not only because of the poem's purport, but because of its similarity to the events I have just reccounted.  And so I leave off tonight with "The Way of the Resplendent Crane" for you to ponder over.


The Way of the Resplendent Crane

And it will be forever known, the lamenting ache-filled tone
echoed in every note plucked along the heart and spine,
plaguing like an infection of the mind, of the songs that must
recall the much regretted Third Age fall.
For, by what means could one foresee such a shattering tragedy,
with Earth and Heaven separated as a cosmic punishment and
the guilty Wan Xian traipsing about the Middle Kingdom like soul
shattered puppets flailing at acts of life. You can see it
in their eyes,
the battle that wars inside,
of the righteous and the vile, vying to ride the human shell.
But not Xue, who pursued through meditation a mode of control over
the internal forces that pulled him in conflicting directions.
beneath the Falls of Tóng he pondered,
for at least a thousand nights,
until his flesh was green and bloated, at that moment disappointed,
for no new wisdom stirs within.
Hunger wakes him from his focus, driving him into the blinding snow,
where prowls the furthest reaches, yet finding nothing to consume.
He finally arrives at frozen water, where he spies the graceful crane
snatch a frog up from the depths, which becomes a butterfly.
In this moment Xue understands it, the purpose of this cursed life –
to dredge the ugly frogs up from the wicked world
and make them beautiful again.
And thus, the Way of the Resplendent Crane is writ,
recognizing impurity and striving to overcome it.

Author - Unknown -

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Charlie's Pet Peeves

First, let me start today by stating that it is not my intention to use this blog as a platform for pissing and moaning about the world around me.  Today, however, I experienced one of my few pet peeves and feel compelled to vent a little.  As a disclaimer, I'd like to make it clear that I have nothing against the restaurant chain Chili's.  I like their food and plan on continuing to patronize their restaurants with the exception of the location I took my family to this afternoon.  As one who spent a fair number of years waiting tables, I can appreciate the amount of hard work that goes into operating a restaurant and the difficulties inherent with providing quality service to the increasingly fastidious masses.  Nevertheless, as a result of my experiences, I know for a fact that there is NO excuse for the poor service and unsanitary conditions I encountered today at the Chili's near our home.

Imprimis, our server was as friendly to us as the Cuban government is to the concept of a free market.  We were repeatedly ignored and our requests forgotten.  To make matters worse, it appeared as if the booth where he sat us hadn't been cleaned in weeks.  Most notably, when I attempted to use the salt shaker I found that all of the salt had crusted together inside the lid of the shaker because it appeaed as if someone had spilled ketchup on it and simply tried to wipe it clean on the outside.  When I removed the lid I found that the salt inside had crusted up with ketchup and what appeared to be dirty water.  What made things worse was when I asked our server for a new salt shaker he simply cleaned out the top layer of crusted up salt and returned the very same shaker to me to use.  He didn't even wipe the filthy thing down.  Later, after the manager had finally brought me a clean salt shaker, both he and the server tried to pass it off as the result of humidity.  The one thing that bugs me more than a dirty restaurant is being treated like an idiot. 

Chili's at 8510 West Hillsborough Ave.
Well, I think I've vented enough.  I feel better.  I will not be returning to the the Chili's on Hillsborough avenue and Memorial highway in Town N' Country.  I will gladly eat at any other Chili's location.  This was the first bad experience that I have ever had with a Brinker International Corporation's restaurant.  Hopefully, it will be the last.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Over The Rhine Hallelujah


In 1984, Leonard Cohen recorded what would become one of the most beautiful and most covered songs ever; Hallelujah. I was cruising YouTube tonight in another bout of sleeplessness and came across what has to be one of the greatest amalgamations since peanut butter and chocolate: Over the Rhine singing Hallelujah. This is actually a cover of Jeff Buckley's famous cover.  If you're familiar with Cohen's masterpiece you'll recognize the difference in the final verse.  For those of you who are unacquainted with OTR, I highly recommend their album Snow Angels and the song All I Ever Get For Christmas Is Blue.  Please, give it a listen.  Shed a tear.  Thank me later.

I heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do ya?
Well it goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
David Watching Bathsheba Bathe
The minor fall and the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah



Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew ya
She tied you to her kitchen chair
Delilah Cutting Samson's Hair
And she broke your throne and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah



Well baby I've been here before
I've seen this room and I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew ya
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah



Well there was a time when you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show that to me do ya?
And remember when I moved in you?
And the holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah



Well maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who out drew ya
And it's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah...



RIP Mr. Buckley
1966-1997

Charlie's Coming Through the Wire!

Senior Chief Radioman
(RMCS) Decal
I'm 36 years old now.  I was thinking of something this morning that my father said to me about 10 years ago after I had dropped out of school for the second time; "Son, I'm 55 and I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up."  I know his intention was to give me hope; to not let me become discouraged and give up trying, but I was shocked.  Not once in my life had I ever suspected him of being unsure of anything.  In an instant he went from being RMCS Piercey United States Navy (retired) to an everyday mild mannered man in my eyes. 

I understand what he was trying to do.  He wanted me to see that it was normal for people to have doubt once and a while.  That it was okay to change directions sometimes; but he failed to realize one thing: I did know what I wanted to be.  I wanted to be sure of myself.  I wanted to be able to make decisions and not second guess them later.  I wanted to be a man of confidence and strength.  I wanted to be just like him.  That's all I ever wanted to be when I grew up. 

After he shared that little secret with me, I felt somewhat lost.  It was no full blown crisis of the soul or anything, but I didn't know what to do with that information.  Ultimately, it became somewhat enlightening.  Part of me still saw my father as the Great and Powerful OZ, all knowing and all seeing, but now there seemed to actually be more to him.  It was as if recognizing him as simply a man made him more enigmatic to me.  It gave him depth.  At the same time, I think I felt closer to him after that.  I still came to him for advice.  I still looked up to him.  Eventually, I realized that I wanted to be like him more than ever, but now it seemed possible.

That brings us back to the present.  The morning of August 27, 2010, where I woke up before the sun had risen to find my oldest daughter had crawled into bed with my wife and me yet again; much like I did with my parents more than 30 years ago.  And before the frustration of the outside world had a chance to sink in, my daughter reminded me of just how far the life's current had carried me.  She reached up and touched my cheek with one hand and whispered around her tiny thumb, "I love you Daddy."  

So I decided that this morning I should take stock of all that I have; to be thankful for life's blessings and ordeals.  In that one magical act of my child expounding her unconditional love for me, I was struck with what can only be described as an epiphany.  That every experience, both good and bad, has led to my happiness.  That even those moments in life when the world seemed to be so very cruel were merely tests of faith and strength.  Nothing more than part of a greater lesson to be learned.  Which brings me to something my father had told me several times throughout my life, "You make your own happiness in this world.  No one can do it for you.  Likewise, no one can make you sad or feel sorry for yourself except you."  Those words alone can seem cruel to a young child.  They can feel like the cold steel voice of a drill sergeant telling a recruit not to be a cry baby.  Or they can be the plain and obvious reality one needs to recognize in order to understand one of the universe's fundamental truths; life is what you make of it.  It can be unfair.  It can be cruel.  It can be utter bliss.  

If I haven't lost you by now, I'd like to share with you the reason for this post today and the origin of its title.  My old friend, Phil, had pointed out to me what he felt to be the hilarious irony of my first name.  It was shortly after we had become friends and I think that I had corrected him when he mistakenly assumed that I was half Korean.  I told him that I was actually half Vietnamese and that my parents had met while my father was stationed in Vietnam during the war.  I remember that he looked at me and gave a short laugh and said that my father must have had a sick sense of humor.  I asked him what he meant and he joyfully pointed out that I was Vietnamese and my father named me Charles.  I didn't get it at first and he simply shouted out, "Charlie's coming through the wire!"  I instantly thought of every Vietnam War movie I had ever seen and burst out laughing at the fact that I had been ignorant of that now seemingly obvious irony my whole life.

The truth is, I spent much of my life trying to deny that I was half Asian.  I had always thought that being half Vietnamese was what was wrong with my life.  It was the reason people teased me as a child.  I didn't want to be a chink or gook.  I wanted to be unnoticed and left alone.  I wanted to be like everyone else.  It's hard to explain.  I've tried so many times in my life to put into words.  I even wrote a story about it last year while at USF.  What follows is NOT an autobiograhy.  It is fiction.  While some things mirror my experiences they are not to be confused with the events that took place in my life.  And please do not think that after all I've said so far that I'm now turning around and calling myself a fraud and a liar.  The story that follows is from the perspective of a young boy who didn't know any better than the natural reactions he had when faced with open predjudice.  It is NOT the persective of the man who wrote it.

     Nguyen was small, even by Vietnamese standards. His jet black hair had that perpetually greasy look that gave you the impression that he either rolled around in bacon fat or simply never bathed. He kept his shirt tucked into his shorts and buttoned all the way to the top. When he spoke, it was obvious that English wasn't his first language. "Fresh off the boat," I heard someone in the back row whisper. I felt relieved that, for the moment at least, I was no longer the class chink. 
     Nguyen surveyed the classroom looking for somewhere to sit and my heart sank. I was certain that he'd want to sit next to the only other Asian in the room and that would only make me a bigger target of ridicule. He looked directly at me. Without a second glance he walked to the back row and sat in the corner farthest from me. 'What the hell is his problem,' I thought. Was I not Asian enough for him? I felt lonlier now than I did before Nguyen came to school.
     At recess I wandered off to my usual corner of the playground away from the swings and jungle gym to play alone. Most of the students divided the school yard between themselves. The different ethnic groups seemed to seperate from each other like oil and water with the exception of a few boys and girls that were too cool to care. Nguyen walked outside behind Bobby and Dale and they all squinted hard in the sunlight. I realized that for a second they all looked Asian with the exception of Bobby's blond hair. Nguyen looked around at everything the playground had to offer a seven year old boy and seemed to be trying to decide what to do next when Seung, one of the Korean boys, ran up and started talking to him.
     I hated Seung. When my family moved to Jacksonville, Seung's little brother was the first boy that I met in my neighborhood. We played together for a while until Seung told me his brother wasn't allowed to play with white boys. I tried to tell him that I was like him and was half Vietnamese but he screamed at me, "I'm Korean!" and he pushed me away.

     Nguyen tried to talk to me after school that day as we sat waiting for our parents to pick us up. "Seung said that you're from Vietnam," he said. I recognized the language, having heard my mom speak in her native tongue with her friends my whole life, but couldn't speak it.
     "I don't speak Vietnamese," I almost shouted at him.
     "Oh. Sorry. I thought that....well because of what Seung said that..." He spoke English like my mother. "Are you Vietnamese?"
     "No. I'm American." I was annoyed with him. My mother never taught me Vietnamese. My father didn't want English to be a second language for his children. I was instantly jealous of all of the things that Nguyen could understand about my own mother that I could not.
     "Are you half...."
     "What a half-breed?" I screemed at him.
     "No. Half Vietnamese... I mean....never mind." He looked like he was going to cry.
     "Yes," I said as he began to turn away. He looked back at me like a lost child in the mall who finally finds his mother.
     "My name is Nguyen."
     "I'm Chuck," I replied.
     "Chuck?" He looked at me like I had just farted.
     "It's short for Charles," I explained. His eyes widened slightly in recognition. "Were you born in Vietnam?" I asked.
     "California. My parents moved there before I was born."
     Just then a rancid green station wagon with artificial wood paneling on the side pulled up in front of us. There were two short Asian women in the front seats. I didn't know the driver, who sat forward in the seat in order to be able to see clearly over the dashboard, but I could have recognized the passenger in a dark room with my eyes closed. My mom climbed out of the car and opened the back door for me. Before I could even take a step, Nguyen had tossed his backpack into the car and dove in after. I gave my mother a suprised look then looked at the driver who I'd never seen before. She had turned around in her seat and was hugging Nguyen. "Come on Chuckie," my mom shouted, "Ye Yeung is gonna drive us home." Dutifully, I climbed in. "Buckle your belt seat."
     "Seat belts mom! How many times do I gotta tell you, they're called seat belts!" I was embarrassed. Even in front of two virtual stangers who probably spoke English worse than my mother did. I buckled up and sank back into my seat.
     "Chuckie, this is Ye Yeung." My mom said something to Yeung in Vietnamese that I didn't understand but could hear my name mentioned midway through. Yeung smiled her crooked smile at me in the rearview mirror.
     "You meet Nguyen already?" she asked.
     "Yeah," Nguyen said before I could answer. "We're in the same class."
     Both women looked at each other and sailed into a rapidly spoken dialogue in Vietnamese. Nguyen leaned forward to hear better over the sound of wind rushing through his open window. Occassionally he jumped in and the three of them had their own private conversation in the car while we drove home. I withdrew from the situation and leaned my head against the window.I watched the pavement slip by like water; alone in a car full of people.
    
     "Whatcha eatin' Chink?" Marcus always called me Chink, even in front of teachers. I wanted to kick him in the teeth everytime that he did but feared what my father would say if he found out. I tried my best to ignore him but he and his friends wanted to have a laugh.
     "Don't chinks eat dogs?" Cole said loud enough for half of the cafeteria to hear. Marcus leaned in and made a big show of sniffing my sandwich.
     "Smells like rotten dog meat to me."
     "Ewww, he's a dog eater!" Cole shouted. As if on cue, others at the table around me started chanting.
     "Dog Eater. Dog Eater." I wanted to cry. I wanted smash my sandwich in Cole's face. I only had enough nerve to get up and walk away. I threw my lunch in the garbage on my way out to the playground, after one bite of my sandwich, my bologna smelled like a wet dog now.
     When I got home after school I decided to ask my mother the one question that had been burning in the back of my head all afternoon. "Mom, when you lived in Vietnam did you ever eat dogs?"
     My mother looked at me and with a straight face said, "If you don't get your room cleaned before dinner you might come home tomorrow and wonder where Ting Ting is." I dropped my books and stormed off to my room. There was no way that I was going to clean it now.
     The next day at school was miserable. The comedic value of my new nickname was so rich that everyone was using it. I was more alone than usual; the few friends that I had avoided me for fear of becoming collateral damage. I avoided the cafeteria all together and headed straight for the playground without eating lunch. This gave me a few minutes of peace until Cole and Marcus came outside. We crossed paths at the water fountain and the name calling resumed. But I was fed up by now. They started with Dog Eater but when that didn't get a rise out of me they progressed through the long list of slurs that they knew so well. "Chink! Gook! Slanty Eyed Jap!" They knew I wouldn't fight them over it. They knew that they would never get into any kind of trouble for picking on me. I knew it too.
     After school, my father was there to pick me up. I climbed into the car without a word and buckled up. "What's wrong?" my father asked.
     "Dad, why did I have to have eyes like Mom? Why couldn't I look like you?"

I'll end my story there.  The ending I had originally written seems too contrived now.  Quite frankly, I have a hard time explaining how a boy like that could ever grow up to be anything like me.  The only answer that comes to mind is simply, "By choice."  I chose to believe everything my father taught me.  I chose not to hate but instead to pity.  I chose to recognize the obvious truth that had been laid out before me.  It all seems so easy now.

-"I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word in reality. This is why right temporarily defeated is stronger than evil triumphant."-MLK

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Praise for Gene Yang

American Born Chinese
While attending St. Petersburg College in 2006, I was enrolled in the education program and taking a course on diversity.  In that class, one of our projects was to seek out an age appropriate book for young students that dealt with the sensitive issue of race in America and to create a lesson plan based on how that book would be discussed in a class with middle school students.  Being half Asian, I knew that I wanted to try to find a book that tackled the subject of race through the eyes of an Asian-American.  I began my search for the right book like most people do by Googling the subject.  It wasn't long before I found what appeared to be the perfect book: Gene Yang's graphic novel American Born Chinese.

The 2007 Michael L. Printz Award winner and National Book Award finalist, American Born Chinese melds three unique story lines together to make a statement about being young, being socially conscious, and being an American-born Chinese. The first plot concerns the traditional Chinese tale of the Monkey King. Though revered by his monkey subjects, the Monkey King is looked down upon by outsiders. The Monkey King trains himself to be all-powerful, but still encounters difficulties being recognized by the gods as a god himself. He is sent on a quest of sorts to overcome his pride and understand true respect. The second story thread follows Jin Wang, the son of Chinese immigrants, whose family moves from the comfort of Chinatown to a suburban nightmare. As one of only a handful of Asians in his school, Jin is immediately pegged into stereotypes and assumptions that hold him back and hurt his feelings. His situation is complicated when he falls for Amelia, a Caucasian, “all-American” girl. Jin must carve out a place for himself at school and figure out how to win the affections of Amelia. The third story line features Danny, a Caucasian boy, whose Chinese cousin comes to pay a visit, and systematically destroys his reputation and social life. The cousin, Chin-kee, is the worst of all Chinese stereotypes blended into one. This plot quite bluntly exposes unfair assumptions about the Chinese people; Danny must learn to come to terms with his overwhelming disgust with Chinese culture. The three stories come together into a single plot in the end, revealing the true nature of being Chinese and defining one's self.

I think that what I found to be one of the most winning characteristics of American Born Chinese is its graphic novel format. Though the book focuses on the cultural aspects of being Chinese-American, and does so in a way that naturally invites conversation about prejudice and tolerance, the moral voice of the novel applies to students of every ethnicity and culture. Yang's essential message to readers is to be proud and continually aware of who you are, and to be able to keep an honest perspective of one's own cultural heritage, as well as the hegemonic culture in which one lives.  I was inspired by Gene Yang's American Born Chinese and what I felt to be its relevance to my experiences growing up as an Asian-American. The protagonist's experiences and ultimate revelations in the book helped me to put into words some of the lessons that I've learned from my childhood.  Thank you Mr. Yang.